For those of you reading "Don't Look Back" I don't want you to get the completely wrong idea about Embric. So I wanted put up this profile with, I guess you could say it's kind of her theme song
She doesn't even really know why she's so horrible sometimes.
The truth is in her memories that she can't consciously remember
we all have them, like me, I can't actually remember my Father going basically crazy cuz of his PTSD from the war and choking my mom, she's says I saw it though, so I know I did, and it still affects things I do, the things that scare me (like men yelling)
Point is, that's Embric's deal
She's hurt and lonely and she can't even remember why, she just knows that she feels that way and she takes it out the people (i.e. Alaric) around her.
She was too young to remember the very close friend she had a young pup
I mean picture Plad and Ember, that kind of close friend and all I'll say on that is that apples don't fall far from the trees here
Now that friend is gone, Embric can't remember her, but she feels the hole that was left behind...
"Sometimes"
by: Skillet
Sometimes when I lie
I know you're on to me
Sometimes I don't mind
How hateful that I can be
Sometimes I don't try
To make you happy
I don't know why I do the things I do to you but...
[Chorus:]
Sometimes I don't wanna be better
Sometimes I can't be put back together
Sometimes I find it hard to believe
There's someone else who could be
Just as messed up as me
Sometimes don't deny
That everything is wrong
Sometimes rather die
Than to admit it's my fault
Sometimes when you cry
I just don't care at all
I don't know why I do the things I do to you but...
[Chorus]
[Bridge:]
I want someone to hurt
Like the way I hurt
It's sick but it makes me feel better
Sometimes I can't hide
The demons that I face
Sometimes don't deny
I'm sometimes sinner sometimes saint
Sometimes I don't wanna be better
(Everything is wrong forever)
Sometimes I can't be put back together
(Sometimes it's gone forever)
Sometimes I find it hard to believe
There's someone else who could be
Just as messed up as me [x2]